alright here it all is. i can't help but feel like everyone around me hates me like even my best friend and i wouldn't blame her we spend every waking moment together so if she gets tired of me ik why. i'm in a relationship but i'm terrified i really like him it just doesn't feel like a relationship and i have no idea how to communicate things when we live so far apart. i can't help but think i'm just another hoe on his list or if i actually mean anything at all. he's brilliant but i'm not i overthink and overreact and i have this thing where i'll just disassociate from everyone for months on end and i feel like i'm slipping into that
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