i am currently lying about my age to my best friend… (august 2020) i became friends with this person through a game and he asked for my snap… i gave it to him and we instantly started talking about ourselves… then he asked my age and after being dropped numerous times for being too young i lied and said i was 16 i was actually 14… he then said he was 17 i didn’t think we would be friends for so long so i didn’t see the problem with it… after about 2-3 weeks of talking as friends we started flirting… yes it was soon but we had sooo much in common we joked and said we were the same person… he then introduced me to his other friends on the game and mentioned that i was “16” so now i was lying to more than one person… i started failing online school and my parents took my phone i continued talking to him through email i had to make a new email because my main email has my birthdate in it… we continue to talk for months come december i got my phone back and catch up with everyone… someone from the discord privately messaged me and told me that the guy was talking to another girl while i was away and had proof… me and this guy could never be together anyway and yes i’m aware i was leading him on but i never meant for it to happen… on december 27 he asked me out and i said no and used the fact he was talking to the other girl as the reason he was confused and said i misunderstood everything… but i really didn’t care if it was or wasn’t true because he was going to be 18 soon and that’s illegal because i was 14… and i will admit i was in love… and it hurt even more to break things off because of a lie… i ended having to get together with the guy who told me he was cheating for him to move on from me… and he did, i was overjoyed when he replaced me… but the guy i was dating made me miserable not that i didn’t deserve it but it was an awful 3 months… also he also thought i was 16… (april 2021) i lied about my grandma dying and acted like i was broken and needed to be alone and then broke up with the guy the other guy never blocked me and asked if i was doing ok because of my grandma and we ended texting for hours and then apologizing he was still with his gf and became friends again… it’s now august and i still haven’t told him my age… i know im a shitty person lie after lie… my excuse is that i never meant for it to go this far…. (all these events happend online) one day i’m going to have to drop him permanently… i’m gonna have to do something to make him mad and hate me for this to end… our whole friendship is a lie because of me… i hate myself… thank you for reading…

1 year ago

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