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I'm feel so tired. all the damn time. I sleep all day. I can feel okay then the next minute I'm screaming at my siblings or bailing my eyes. Then when I get a grip I feel guilty. It's like when you're at the beach and you get knocked by a wave, you get up for a few seconds, then you get knocked over by a wave again.IN my case, I can't get up anymore and I'm being dragged down. This all started because my parents who have childhood trauma chose to have children and dump their trauma on us. It's frustrating its like somedays I want to leave them and never come back and other I totally adore them. I can't win. I wish I could talk to them but after years of trauma I'm too scared. I love them and I can't do that to them but I can't keep drowning.