*TW: mention of self harm and relapse* i’m really tempted to self harm tonight. i feel like i may have been in a manic episode lately and i’m finally crashing again. all of a sudden i got the sudden urge to harm myself again, i have been clean for a handful of months now and i don’t want to go down that road again but i know i’m going to cave in. hopefully the next few days i’ll be too distracted with work to thing about it but i know i’ll be up late and itching to hurt myself. i currently have bandaids on my arm to try and cover where i would sh,, idk if it’s going to last.
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