i feel selfish, but i wish when i went to sleep on april 9th that i hadn’t woken up in an ambulance.. the idea that i could’ve gotten an out without feeling like i have to plan it makes me ache in a way i can’t even explain. i just wish no one had been there or noticed.. and i have to convince myself not to do it again almost every day. it all hurts.

2 years ago

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