Do you ever just blast music in your ears knowing it's going to overstimulate you cause you want to just stop thinking, just stop being and you know there's nothing you can do to make yourself feel better. Doesn't matter what you do, it never gets better. And there's so many people who have actually...show more
I understand because I deal with depression and music is my escape . But also I don’t have a reason to be this shitty either. I have a decent family. Nice amount of friends. People who care and love me and a good school. But my thoughts are fucking everything up and the more I blame myself for being like this the more it damages me and my mental health. Plus my future.
1 month ago
Perhaps... bipolar disorder? Wouldn't hurt to check. I would recommend a visit to a local psychiatrist. This is something that is pretty common, but most people don't understand.