I do not think I can go on anymore. I am 45 years old and cannot hold a job. My anxiety and depression always takes over and I make mistakes. My husband and children deserve so much more. I was terminated from my last job because I could not do it anymore. I just want it all to end. How do I make these feelings stop? When I am working I have nothing left for my family and when I am not working I feel like a failure. I am depriving my family of so much. I HATE myself and just do not want to go through this anymore. I keep praying to God to take this away. I just do not want to feel anymore. How did I end up here. I have nothing to live for. My husband does not love me anymore and I am a horrible mother. I have no friends. I just want it to end.

2 years ago

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