I want to kill myself but idk if I should. It's not like anybody would care if I died. Life would go on without me. I'm a worthless piece of shit incapable of love. I just want someone to hug me and tell me they love me and that everything will be okay. But that will never happen. I hate myself. I ...show more
You are capable of love but when shit goes wrong, it let's you down. I know the feeling. Emotions are draining and I avoid them like the plague. The only "emotion" I know is valid is my lust and anger. I can count the number of people I love on one hand and I am related to them. I'm in my early 40's and have no friends and have absolutely no idea why my current G/F even stays with me. I'm not a lover, just a roommate.