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i just wish someone would love me and genuinely mean it I've never felt like anyone was there for me and even though i had friends growing up, they left me. i was never cared about as much as the others because i wasn't the most attractive, skinniest or athletic. i just want to feel like someone cares and i hate having no sense of anything. i have no idea what i want to do in life and i'm fucking terrified because my parents always say "it gets worse" or "enjoy your teenage years while you can" and, it makes me wanna give up because why the fuck should i keep going if it gets worse? i don't know what to do anymore. i feel trapped