Sometimes i wonder if and how i could have made a better life for myself. Instead i do the same routine things over and over everyday. Im finally at the point im wondering if this is all i have to live for. Waking up everyday thinking about all the bad things ive done in my past knowing that my boyfriend doesnt accept my past but pretends everything is ok.Knowing I have no one to help me and none of my family wants anything to do with me. Its so depressing and hurtful seeing all these families that are so close and happy knowing that i will never have that.
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