Sickening the way your own family members treat you sometimes. I hope one day that I can meet someone who loves as selflessly as I always have. Ya, i have a shitty fkn attitude but i never take from others what i wouldn’t want taken from me. The last 8 months i’ve been taking care of my grandma from the time she wakes up to the time she goes to bed! All while trying to take care of myself. i feed her, i clean for her, she cleans as much as she can do. I help her with any everyday task that she has troubles doing, her health and well being is important to me and I am doing that STRAIGHT out of the love of my heart. Sometimes I can’t even take care of myself but my priority will always be this woman. I try to push her to do things that she doesn’t want to do only because i know she’s not going to be able to do them on her own one of these days. I’ve done a lot of fucked up shit and stupid things to MY life because i have SELF destructive tendencies, but y’all can shove your judgement right up ur ass. I am tired, but I am trying my absolute hardest!! You have no idea how hard it is.

2 years ago

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