Hey, I do this thing where I see such a great life in front of me, then I do one simple and stupid action to ruin it all. I've done this to friends and loved ones in the past. Just recently I did it again, I've really liked this girl for years now and I finally told her. She felt the same and we got together and started to go on dates. Then on a phonecall with her, I cut my wrists and I have no idea why. I still have no idea why I did this, I wasn't suicidal nor was I unhappy. I was very happy being with her. Obviously she ended things with me the morning after, but I still can't get my mind off her. I loved her and not having her in my life is so painful to the point I don't know if its worth living. She was really the only one I could to talk to about things like this, so now I'm left here.
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