I am 21 on thursday and all i can think about is how i dont have my license. My says shes disappointed and some people hate that i dont have it, makes dating and friends life hard. When they ask why i dont have my license or even my learners i tell them "ive failed so many times ive given up" truth is i dont want my license or a car because im scared i am going to deliberately crash the car and kill myself. Everytime i am in a car all i think about is opening the door while its moving and jumping out. Sometimes i have to sit on my hands because the urge is so strong and all i hear in my head is "just jump out, youll be better off"

2 years ago

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