I want to die, but I’m too scared to do it. I cry myself to sleep almost every night and I give myself bruises for no reason. I’m meant to be studying in university, but I haven’t touched my work in weeks, and I’m scared to now. My dad and brother don’t know, and I don’t think they’d understand or have much sympathy for me if I told them. I just want someone to hold me and tell me everything’s gonna be alright, even if it’s just for five minutes. If I weren’t so scared of what would happen after, I don’t think I would be alive for much longer.