i understand that there are people who have faced more problems than me in their life, but why do i always have to be the strong one? Why do I need to the the picture perfect girl that my father wants, human life is all about faults and changes but they want an ideal administrator in me. rather than letting me choose and understand my mistakes there is only toxicity. my father does loves me but he is literally obsessed with me. sometimes i just want to run away from this home. he insults my mother, physically abuses her, i m not allowed to date anyone even after being 20 years. my cousin brother once gave me the suggestion of watching porn with him... when he got to know about my boyfriend.. he took our picture of and wanted to blackmail me . when he was unsuccessful he said my parents about my relationship... i was constantly mentally tortured... i have my exams but i cant concentrate on it when my father verbally abuses my mom.. my mom too hurls different slangs at my dad... i am a very simple person who wants peace from life these all things are taking toll on me and turning the world around me toxic... i m not fine can someone help me out.....
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