i met a boy in euh 5th grade ? (sorry im french). he protected me from another boy that was being mean to me, i fell in love that day. time has passed and we got closer i’ve always felt like i was kind of indebted ? to him. one day he told me that he was sad and that he felt like nothing really matters in this world… i wanted to kiss him that day, but i didn’t have the courage. now it’s our last year of high school and he told me he was going to the army after graduating and i could probably never tell him that all these years i loved him and still do…