Hey. This is just something I wish I said to someone today but didn’t: Them: ouch. Kinda hurts that you don’t trust me but okay. What I wish I said: how can I trust you? Literally our relationship has changed so much in the last 6 months; you’ve changed so much in the last 6 months. So can you blame me? We used to tell each other everything. We used to call every night. We used to be best friends. Key word being used to be. Everything changed after the camping trip. You became distant, started insulting me, would go days without talking to me and make me feel like you absolutely hated me. Sometimes I still think you hate me. I thought maybe things would get better when I told you that I liked you but that just made everything worse because even when you knew I had feelings towards you, you still proceeded to be a dick. The night I told you I liked you you told me you needed time to think. It’s been a month. You’ve ghosted me for a month. I’ve had time to think too and I realised you aren’t the person I thought you were. I told you everything and in return you barely told me anything about you. I don’t know you. I know the image of you I made in my head but that you is imaginary. I care about you like crazy but it is not worth all this pain you’re causing me. You wanna be cold and distant? Fine. But don’t you dare think I’m gonna wait around for you to thaw ‘cause I’m sure as hell not wasting my time just to watch you freeze over all over again.

2 years ago

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