I have been in severe depression for a long time now. I have a plan to get life insurance and accidentally overdose on drugs so I can leave something for my kids. I play the happy part well, no one knows this besides my ex and he just tells me I'm a psycho and I love drama. He calls me a cunt and I'm retarded and Im to blame for all the bad in my life and I believe him. I can't not think how I want to die so I'm not hurting others since I'm the cause of everyone's pain and terrible life. I've always tried to be a good positive person but I've failed.

2 years ago

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