I'm comfortable with the parts of me that a lot of people would reject. I'm fine with being autistic, and I'm okay with not being straight. But sometimes I just wish I could be normal. I'm tired of the constant anxiety I feel over every little thing, the constant emotional overload...I just want to feel a genuine human connection. I feel like anyone who likes me does so because I've somehow tricked them into it. I don't know who I am and I feel so lost and alone. I need to start seeing a therapist again, but the last time I tried it was a nightmare because I was treated like a list of symptoms instead of a person.
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