The one reason I haven't ended it is because I would never be able to forgive myself if I woke up in the hospital with wires attached to me, trying to keep my heart from stopping. I don't want to face everyone as the person who tried to end it. I wouldn't want to see my friends feel like it was there fault I tried. I don't want to have to see some therapist that will say they won't tell my parents what I say, but tell them after I leave. I just don't want to face others if I do wake up.
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