so it's just gone 6 am and i haven't gotten any sleep because i've been crying all night :') i just feel sorry for myself. i'm a 16 year old idiot who doesn't understand their own gender and i'm sat here in my room talking out loud to myself in order to vent since i have no one else to speak to. i've been self harming a lot more than usual and i hate myself for doing it, and i'm too weak and anxious to actually kms, so i've sort of given up on everything and i feel awful. i also have the worst internalised biphobia and i just want to be able to find a partner and overcome it. so yeah things aren't great but i hope you're feeling at least slightly better than i am :)
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