and nobody knows these battles i’m fighting in my head. they happen every night before i go to bed. you could be laying right next to me and only see the best of me while all i’m thinking about is the death of me. i try to be positive and let my light shine in hopes of one day meeting the divine. but every night when i close my eyes i feel like i’m dying inside, and every morning when i awake i’m willing to put my life at stake. i know this will not last based on my past, but it feels like a never ending cycle and now i’m in need of a revival. lord come save me i think every day, but he already has that’s what they would say. if he has saved me why do i feel like this, always searching for the feeling of bliss. what is life about? an answer i’ll never know, and without that answer how will i grow?
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