i’m really struggling. like ugh my mimi thinks i have an eating disorder?? well not really but i think it’s my anxiety. i’m literally SO MF confused like i just don’t know i really don’t idk ikd idk idk idk idk what to feel anymore or what to even do or what direction to take. i hope from here i’ll go up this is just a bad day and pretty dark deep hole that i’ve been in before and gotten out of every time. but i’m just scared. i don’t know i’m just scared it’s so much to explain or even put into words but my fear of throwing up (at least today) made me anxious and i didn’t even wanna eat. i’m literally so done and i just wanna be able to eat again and noy feel anxious about eveuething i do

2 years ago

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