I have a lot so get ready. My girlfriend cheated on me. I told her I knew but, she's acting like nothing happened. I feel like I'm the only one who cares. all my friends know. They just see us getting along and they assume we're okay. But you know what they say! To assume is to make an ass out of u and me. I also have a crush on my ex. Calee, (the girlfriend that cheated) was the only one who helped me get over him. I don't know what it is about him. Maybe it's how he comforted me. Maybe it's how he made me feel safe. speaking of feeling safe my anxiety has been through the roof. I've been pinching myself, flicking my self with a rubber band, hitting myself, punching myself. I just want to die. I also know the harm of an eating disorder. I'm 110 pounds. I need help. I'm going to start theapy soon.

2 years ago

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