I have been cutting myself for over a year now but it’s gotten so much worse, I will just be laying in bed and I just get a rush like a burst of energy and I just grab my scissors and cut myself everywhere. I have been taking lots of pills, smoking, vaping and drinking alcohol to do something else but it never works I just do it and I don’t regret it after but I want to stop because my body is so messed up and scard and I want to stop so bad but I have tried so many things and it never works it’s become an addiction.