I feel like my friends would prefer to hang out with their people than me as they tend to talk and care more about them. I constantly feel like 2nd to everyone and it doesn’t ever stop. I just want someone who will finally hold me as their #1 and always pick em to spend time with or be happy when they see me and choose to sit next to me or work with me instead of picking someone else. The big issue is because I feel like I’m making too much of a deal about it and other probably feel worse and I shouldn’t be upset because at least their happy but I’m not and I can’t stop crying. All I know is that if I talk to them about I I’ll be attention seeking and make them feel bad. Their not even toxic. They’re the kindest and healthiest friend group I’ve ever been in and yet I still feel this way. I know they care about me but I wish they cared more...

2 years ago

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