self hatred

how could I do this to myself... I understand I am the victim but I should have known better. I hate him, I hate myself. I was 15... He was 22... A GROWN FUCKING MAN. With a newly teenager? How to make sense of it. Forced to do things because I thought it was love. I was not manipulated but groomed. I was making myself believe I wasn't.

1 month ago

Have you told anyone? Professional?? I get that it might not be so easy to report a case

1 month ago