Im suffer with depression....and have a lot of suicidal thoughts but what keeps me going is that my mom and dad are still alive....it’s so hard to cope with just wanting to end it all but wanting to make sure my parents won’t suffer because of their loss...how do cope waiting for the day that I can end it all while waiting for my loved ones to pass on...Namely my mom and my dad....I want to die so badly but they know how I am and have expressed the just they would feel at my passing but it’s so hard to live in this world. I don’t have it hard,,,,I just can’t be happy....I know that sounds stupid but I can’t....I take meds....I see a therapist....all of this and I feel I am just waiting for my parents to pass from this world so I can exit myself. I want to go away...I want to feel nothing
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