I hate my birthday. I never make a big deal of the day because I feel bad for wanting the attention on me but no one else makes a big deal of the day either. I don’t have parties because they somehow cause fights between my parents. So it passes mostly like any other day. Usually my parents don’t tell me happy birthday until the afternoon, even if I saw them earlier in the day. On Instagram, people re post dozens of happy birthday stories from their friends but this year only 2 friends posted stories. Last year it was 1. I feel stupid reposting 2 stories in comparison to other people’s dozens. I know these are small things but for a 19 year girl it means a lot. I know it shouldn’t though. Anyways I always feel so shitty on my birthday and usually cry each night.
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