i hate how i look. i have gained like 20 pounds and like yeah it’s not that much but like i don’t fit in a pair of jeans i used to like wearing, i’m not confident in anything i wear unless it’s a baggy t-shirt. i hate how my legs look because i think their fat. i feel like i’ve gotten uglier and i can barely recognize myself. i was getting better too, i was starting to see the light behind my eyes again but then idk what happened, it went away again, i hurt myself again, after months of resisting it. i have to pretend to be ok, i’m struggling. i have no money, i only feel alive when driving at night. i just want help. i just want to be happy

2 years ago

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