This past year has been horrible for me and I just feel like I can't take it anymore. My arm is covered elbow to wrist in hundreds of cut scars, my bedside table has tons of pill bottles, and my mind is full of suicidal thoughts. I have tried everything from hospitals to suicide hotlines and nothing is working. I feel like everything is falling apart and I am making no progress, despite the fact everyone repeating the phrase "everything will get better" and "there is a light at the end of the tunnel". That phrase has lost its meaning. I have lost hope and I'm starting to wish my past suicide attempts had worked. I want someone to talk to... Someone to just vent out all my feelings to. I need that validation that 'its gonna be okay'... Otherwise...
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