I feel like everyone around me right now is suffering from addiction and it's so hard to face that fact. i try and ignore it the best i can but it never works. I already have to face my own demons and at the same time im fighting others. I am tired of people making me feel alone but i can never speak up about it. Everyone around me is at their lowest but i feel like im a million feet deeper than they are and i keep digging because i am always helping other people try and climb up. Everyone thinks i am okay all of the time when the reality is, i am so shattered i feel like the damage can never be repaired. I have given up and no one even notices.
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