I needed somewhere to vent because I’ve been thinking about this for a while now but I genuinely hate being alive. You know how most people want to live a long life I’m the opposite I cannot imagine myself living past 18 and I really don’t want to and it’s not even like I have bad issues going on but I feel so unattached from myself and every other week find myself questioning things like my existence and the things around me. I think I’m even starting to become suicidal because of it because I just can’t take it anymore it’s just an endless cycle of paranoia
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