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i feel like fucking shit. i am a trans male,my best friend stopped talking to me because of it i have one friend and we are slowly drifting apart and i have nobody else i have to go back to school soon and im super stressed abt it cuz everyone there hates me im not diagnosed with any eating disorders so im not going to say i have one,but i only eat maybe every 2 days and when i do eat my mom will ask me why im eating again,and then i dont eat for another few days its so bad that its gotten to the point where when i do eat something sometimes i puke it up i occasionally cut myself but i havnt for a few days because im scared somebody will notice and ask about all the cuts that i just say are cat scratches everyone around me makes me feel like shit and i just hate it sometimes i question wether this world is even worth living in