I've been sexually assaulted 2 times in my life. The most recent time I tried to kill myself after. I take medicine before I go to sleep and pray to God that I won't wake up. I cut myself on my arms and my legs. Nothing I do will ever be good enough so why keep trying. I'm bisexual. Some people say only straight people get to Heaven or that if you kill yourself you'll go to hell. So what's the point of trying. If I'm going to hell for liking girls I might as well just speed up the process and kill myself. Either way, I'm not making it to heaven. What I most want, is for him to feel better. Or at least open up to me. I want to help him.

2 years ago

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