I want to stop hating myself. I hate the way I’m the one who would walk behind everyone else if the sidewalk got too narrow. I hate the way nobody reaches out to me. I hate feeling like nobody’s friend. I just want someone to text ME first for gods sakes. Nobody thinks of me. I’m not in the back of anyone’s mind. I’m never good enough. I don’t know who I am or what I want. All I know is I want to be different. I want things to change. I want to feel like the world isn’t such a disgusting place. I want to be Un afraid and happy and relaxed with no worries. I don’t want to do this fucking bullshit for another 70 years. It’s pointless. I can’t do it. I just can’t.
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