sometimes.. I feel like im ignored, slowly being forgotten. I have trouble trusting guys, because I was abused, in a lot of different ways, and he got away with it because I was to scared to speak up. It led me to cutting, and honestly there's been multiple times where I wanted to give up, to get rid of my pain. But I then met my current boyfriend whose done nothing but be there to listen. but even then its still a struggle. You get theses feelings where your being suffocated, drowning, you cant cry, so all you can do is work through it, but its hard, you feel paralyzed. numb.... the picture included is something that i drew.. and i dont know if anyone will see this, or even relate or honestly even care. but it felt good to get it out, where no one knows who i am.. thank you for reading. "Nobody" by: me ig No one notices how her smiles never touches her eyes Or the tears in the corner of her eyes threatening to fall They dont notice the girl they turn to for a laugh.. is breaking They Dont notice how her smile falls when nobody is looking. No one knows how she stays awake staring at the sky Unable to sleep, unable to cry Unable to speak her mind They dont see how she cries herself to sleep at night No one knows No one realizes Some argue to say they do, but do they ever really know What goes through her head? What shes done to survive They dont see how close she is to breaking Holding onto threads, trying to breathe, but instead shes drowning When everyday she gets knocked over before the day even starts But, does anyone really know....
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